you never really
until you’ve read
what they write
at 3 am when
but does not
(Source: , via lamourrebelle)
I’ve been really sick for almost a week now… sicker than I think I’ve ever been in my entire life. I thought I had meningitis. Thankfully, I don’t. I’m still recovering, but this has all been a really rewarding experience. I’ve had some time to self-reflect, buy my first car, talk to God, and rest. I haven’t REALLY rested in what seems like… years. It’s been really great.
The experience as a whole has been scary and quite painful, but it’s good to always find good in the bad, light in the dark, and the purpose in pain. I rejoice in my sufferings. I’m feel like I’m not worthy to live this life I live, have these good friends that I have, and have as many blessings as I do. I fail daily, and I am so extremely blessed.
I need times like these to keep me grounded and remind myself that I am human, nothing more.
our world is kind of awful
No. Our world is great. For every one person that plants a bomb, you have hundreds more running a marathon. For every one person that makes a joke about the dead and dying, you have thousands more donating blood, offering prayers, and volunteering their time. Things like this are the fault of single individuals who make violent, loud statements. We just have to make sure that the statements of the good are louder.
whenever someone says something stupid i just stare at them for a really long time.
rule #1 of being a white 15 year old girl
- shut up
Hi. School has taken over my life. Tumblr has met its match.